Insomnia... It is so bloody late and I can't sleep.
3:30 in the morning.
Since I'm being entirely honest I think I've had enough TotalLean for now. Every time I take *any* kind of medication I become preoccupied with what it is doing to me. Is the psudo-ephedrine in my Sinutab going to give me a heart attack? Is the acetaminephine destroying my liver? Did I contract aids or Hep A/B/C at MMA? Do I have a brain tumor? What if I have a sleep apnea attack and suffocate? What if the kick to the chest I took on Tuesday has caused the lining around my heart to fill with fluid?
And so on...
That's just a small portion of what I have to deal with on a daily basis... Generally I keep it locked down pretty well but sometimes like tonight it keeps me awake.
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